The sound of dice

ok so.......i'm not much of the relationship type if you hadn't noticed.

I dont really fit in the category of what your average guy (around here atleast.) would want. 

But something is really fucking with me at the moment. Its happen once before and I'm pretty happy they intervined and such but everyone is pretty upset that I'm STILL in a relationship with Dennis.


And it gets to me. Why? Cause supposedly i wont expirience certain things and i wont see new things if i stick with one guy? Now me and Dennis have talked about this many a times and yes he may feel different but he understands too that i am taking the relationship day by day. Not OMG WE'RE GONNA GET MARRIED HAVE THOUSANDS OF KIDS LA-DEE-DA... no. But everyone is upset with me.....for being with him. so what if shit poor an doesn't a dime to his name at this moment...i'm fucking 17! Idon't need financial suppport from a man. I GOT AN ALLOWANCE (not really) but i do generally get money from my mom when i ask *spoiled* 


but now i don't know if i'm getting this feeling cause i'm sick of him or sick of what i hear about being with him.

help?

If there's one thing people need to understand about me is that...sometimes i need to vent. So most of the shit of hatin' is just venting and i truelly don't mean most of the shit and names..Well atleast when it comes to my mom.









I hate the rest of you.

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New journal account. Dickwads no pass.

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